Yesterday and this morning have probably been the most pain I have been in in my entire life. \u00a0I have never experienced a headache and muscle pain like this before. \u00a0I guess the honeymoon period is over and I am now experiencing what Dr. Zomorodi has constantly been reminding me is the most painful surgery he does. This morning I awoke to my wife making my favorite breakfast and playing our favorite Christian songs. \u00a0I guess I am just an emotional basket case but I find myself pondering each song and bawling my eyes out. \u00a0Just reminded by each how I have taken everything for granted and not lived the life I should have and wanted to have lived and how merciful God is that he would take back the least deserving (over and over and over again). \u00a0However I know with my stubborn personality this is exactly what I needed to bring me closer to him and there is always time for a fresh start. \u00a0No matter how hard this trial is if it brings me close to him and puts me back on the right path I wouldn’t have it any other way.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yesterday and this morning have probably been the most pain I have been in in my entire life. \u00a0I have never experienced a headache and muscle pain like this before. \u00a0I guess the honeymoon period is over and I am now experiencing what Dr. Zomorodi has constantly been reminding me is the most painful surgery […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[3,4,10,14],"class_list":["post-2239","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","tag-chiari-malformation","tag-faith","tag-recovery","tag-syringomyelia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2239","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2239"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2239\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2241,"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2239\/revisions\/2241"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2239"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2239"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/willandadri.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2239"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}