Yesterday and this morning have probably been the most pain I have been in in my entire life. I have never experienced a headache and muscle pain like this before. I guess the honeymoon period is over and I am now experiencing what Dr. Zomorodi has constantly been reminding me is the most painful surgery he does. This morning I awoke to my wife making my favorite breakfast and playing our favorite Christian songs. I guess I am just an emotional basket case but I find myself pondering each song and bawling my eyes out. Just reminded by each how I have taken everything for granted and not lived the life I should have and wanted to have lived and how merciful God is that he would take back the least deserving (over and over and over again). However I know with my stubborn personality this is exactly what I needed to bring me closer to him and there is always time for a fresh start. No matter how hard this trial is if it brings me close to him and puts me back on the right path I wouldn’t have it any other way.
One Response to “Faith Continued”
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Here, I learnt how people are suffering from chiari malformation not only physically but also mentally.
But you are very brave, Hope your get well soon.
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