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so, if you are following our other blog – you already know i am a sobbing cry baby lately.  however, i might just be able to blame it on venus.  don’t some people think that all of your hormones and stuff are tied into the phases of the moon and all of that stuff?  yes?  no?  well, whatever – that is what i am going with.

last night while we were enjoying our steak dinner, our wine, and our movie – i looked out the window and noticed how gorgeous the moon was in the sunset sky.  i begged will to go grab my camera and he kindly obliged.  i snapped some shots so that everyone could see.  then, as i threw open the window to view the moon a bit better i noticed something else hanging out in the sky just to the right of the moon.  i zoomed in and snapped some photos.  i was pretty happy with the detail my little camera caught of venus last night.

we’ve been waiting for rain for weeks now.  finally – last night – on the roof i heard a down pour.  by the time i ran to the office, grabbed my camera, and made it to the front door, all that was left was a measly drizzle.  drat!  still – it brought out the frogs, which we eternally love as our outdoor pets.  our plants enjoyed the mist of rain, but we still have only one baby infant tomato and nothing else exciting going on in our screened in porch garden.

now that i am less groggy i can remember something really great that happened this weekend!

yesterday husband and i went to the post office to mail caleb’s b-day giftie and picked up the painting i ordered off etsy several weeks ago from portugal.

i am living a dream of having a house full of original art work.  it’s something that my aunt pat (an amazing artist herself) always had, and i hope to one day have too. 

a few weeks ago, i went on etsy and just ordered a couple of pieces that i’d saved in my favorites pile.  they were not expensive, and mean a lot more to me than a couple trips out to eat.  super excited to have them gracing the walls of this place.  i smile and sing to them everytime i pass them.

here is the portrait from portugal:

yawn – stretch – must – have – more – coffee

will’s busily working on job #2 and the church website this afternoon.  however, i have been completely useless.  after church we went to saffron (indian in morrisville) and i got a bad case of the sleepies.  i feel asleep before we were on 540 back to wf.  i came home, did not even let the dogs out of their crates, and fell back asleep again.  i just woke up.  i figured if i did not drag my lazy butt out of bed i would never be able to sleep tonight.  so – here i sit blasting adam lambert (whataya want from me) and chugging what is left of this morning’s pot of coffee.  hopefully i can stay awake until regular bed time now.

yesterday we had fully intended to go to the beach and catch some sun, some waves, and some relaxation.  however, our plans were derailed by the weather forecast which was calling for 60% chance of rain off and on all day.  instead we stayed in town and met kathy and mark at the bowling alley where will mopped the floor with us.  it seems his time away from bowling did not hurt his abilities at all.  he input his name as “zipper” in honor of being a zipper head, and of course i had to then be “dee doo dah” – go figure.  however, even on his coattails, i could not do any damage to those pins.  after bowling we all headed back over to the house where we played wii games.  kathy was an expert at winter sports and took us all in figure skating.  after the final awards ceremony we watched “the hangover”.  it was great to have a full two hours of full on belly laughter.  fun indeed.

this morning we got up and will made the coffee while i prepared our breakfast.  the doggies decided they deserved something nice too, so we got them some of their zucchini treats that we picked up for them at the farmer’s market yesterday.  they declared them delicious, so i guess we will have to get some more next weekend.  now i will have to hit the internet for more adoption research.  darla kay (at church) reminded us today that God will lead us to the right agency.  i am sure she is right, and i feel like we are on the right path.  hopefully we will get there soon.

okay, so its probably not cool to toot your own horn, but i think this is pretty noteworthy.

as most of you know, will and i are yelpaholics.  for those of you who do not know what yelp is, you best get out there and go to: www.yelp.com and check it out.

i recently got an email from the marketing team at a new restaurant that i recently reviewed in wake forest that they’d like to use my photos and yelp review for their website.  they are offering me a free meal for compensation, so it looks like my “yelparazzi” tendencies might finally be paying off.

below are the screenshots from the website, and here is the link to the restaurant’s page:

http://www.girasoletrattoria.com/

july 4th is will’s busiest time of work every year, so i usually make my own plans to be out of town at smith mountain lake visiting with the folks and granny c.  this year was a little different.  lori phoned me about a week before the holiday and told me that she and chris would be heading down to lake gaston, nc to hang out with chris’ uncle.  since lake gaston is only about an hour from my house, i decided i’d switch up my holiday routine and head out to see her and chris this past saturday.  i then coaxed mom and dad into coming to visit and bringing granny, since dad was having a meeting in raleigh on tuesday.  everything worked out better than we could have planned, and i even got mom and granny over to the airport to see lori and chris yesterday before they flew back to chi town.

lori and i had a great time at the lake and really got to spend some time catching up, talking about our adoption research, and catching some sun burn.  mom thought she had a trick for us to take two aspirin before going in the sun (and when combined with sunblock this would prevent sun burn), however after taking the aspirin lori and i both ended up with the worst sun burns of the group.  go figure.  either way, we had fun chatting and relaxing on the dock.  later on saturday night we all piled into the boat and headed out for fireworks on the lake.  we had a great time bobbing up and down in the boat trying to keep our heads pointed in the direction of the fireworks display.  lori even recited a memorized speech from 4th grade, while others shared their singing skills.  fireworks on the lake were followed by the great sparkler extravaganza.  no 4th of july festivities can be complete without them.  after this, chris’ uncle tom set off some amazing fireworks of his own.  we all had a really great time relaxing on the deck after the show.

sunday morning i got up and had a late breakfast (when these people have a meal, they really have a meal.  for example, breakfast on sunday included juevos rancheros and bananas foster.) with lori, chris, and chris’ family before heading back to wfto meet up with mom, dad, and granny.  they arrived in time for a potty break and then we headed over to meet will in time to see fireworks.  we’d planned to go to the nc art museum grounds to see the show, but they’d blocked it off so we ended up in a parking lot across the street.  however, everything worked out just fine and we had our little pic nic right there on the grass.  everyone enjoyed the grapes, cherries, popcorn, peanuts, and fireworks.  after the show, we headed out to forage for a real dinner.  everyone was closed, so we ended up at the ihop.  will and dad feasted on all you can eat pancakes, and we had a good time with our waiter.  granny was thrilled she could eat off of the kids menu for $4.

monday was a shopping day.  since mom’s surgery, she’d been practicing walking longer distances and doing well getting in and out of the car, and really getting around much better than she ever was before the surgery.  we made all of her favorite stops and she and dad got new shoes at kohl’s and some new things for the house at home goods.  everyone enjoyed relaxing on the screened in porch and watching the sunset each evening.  granny said she felt like we kept the house too “cool”, so we constantly found her out there, or up in her room with the vent closed.  this morning granny decided she felt “useless” so she wanted to clean the windows.  i try to keep the house pretty clean, but never does it cross my mind to clean windows, so i since i did not want to deprive granny of a feeling of worth, i let her go ahead and clean all of the windows.  go granny go!

while their visit was too short, it was certainly great to see everyone in this whirl wind week!  we had a great time catching up, hanging out, and spending time with each other!

Yea yea yea I know I haven’t posted in a while.  Life has been a bit hectic lately which in a way is both good and bad.  It is very tiring but also refreshing that things are slowly but surely returning to “normal” (whatever that means).

So I was reminded that last Sunday was my 2 month anniversary of the date of my surgery.  It is surreal … in some ways it seems like very long ago and in some ways just like yesterday.  It is still difficult to believe someone can heal so much in a matter of a couple of months.

I am slowly but surely getting my energy back.  I was even able to do some yard work for an hour or so the other evening.  Work still both mentally and physically exhausts me but it is getting better.  When I first started back I practically collapsed into bed each day just resting, feeling like I had just come from an intense workout.  It is much better now.  I can come home and do a few chores before collapsing.

Now the weird part is that I am exhausted from all of this but have had serious issues with sleep.  For whatever reason I just cannot seem to fall asleep.  I am constantly restless tossing and turning all night trying to find that magic sweet spot that will calm me down and put me to sleep.  I used to simply take 2 benedryl and that would relax me enough to allow me to sleep fairly quickly.  No such luck anymore.  I have tried unisom, natural sleep aids, etc and so far the only relief has been from a combination of one unisom and four benedryl.

The great news is that I am hoping the leak has healed.  The lump has not made an appearance for about 4 days now and when it did the week before that it was very infrequent and much smaller than before.  We scheduled an appointment at John’s Hopkins on 8/3 when the lump was in full force.  Our hope is that when we see Dr. Weingart it will simply be a confirmation of our hopes and that everything will be okay.

So until next week it is YET and hardware migration time. Working 12 hour shifts for 24×7 coverage until July 12.  Won’t get on here much before then I reckon but hopefully I will be more diligent with keeping this updated once I do.

will’s gearing up for the busiest time of year at work.  his team works around the clock starting tomorrow, and he’s been a bit worried about being behind schedule from taking the month off from his surgery.  i’m sure things will go well, and everything will be fine – but we have a bit of a nervous nelly on our hands this week.  he’s working late tonight to make sure everything is in place, so i’m focusing on getting things done around the house.

while will has been working on overdrive i’ve been working on some things around the house.  i recently completed a tiny laundry room makeover.  its kind of a joke here because amelia destroys anything new you add to her crate the moment you lock the door, however iliana loves her crate (and everything inside it) and loves to spend all day in it.  i got a rug to cover the a/c vent, since even when the vent is closed air was still blowing into amelia’s down stairs apartment.  iliana sleeps in the penthouse.  the main reason is because she loves the crate more than anything, so since we had to stack them we put hers on top.  it really makes my life a living nightmare all day long, since she cannot get into it by herself – so she constantly is scratching and pawing for me to pick her up and deliver her to the sky box.  however, she reassures me she loves the dog house makeover.  we added some photos of the pups, since it really is their room – and it makes it a bit more exciting to do laundry now too.  (amelia’s bed was destroyed in record time.  to give you a clue this is the third bed she has had in her dog crate since will’s surgery.)

for the past six months we have been on the search for iliana’s “chewcheese”.  they are these tiny rolled rawhide sticks that are wrapped in dehydrated chicken.  she consumes them like they are drugs, and she just cannot get enough of them.  she had terrible withdrawals, like you would see on intervention – but slowly she weened off since target stopped carrying them for over 5 months.  anytime we found anything we thought would pass, we’d bring it home and offer it up to her and she would spit it out on the floor.  princess?  spoiled rotten?  you betcha.  well, on our latest trip to target we saw they had recently redone the entire doggie aisle with all new boots & barkley stuff.  we saw the place where the coveted “chewcheese” used to hang, but they were not there.  just when we got ready to leave the aisle, i looked down and found an entire bin of them!  all brand new, repackaged, and ready to go!  we surprised the doggies with the “chewcheese” over the weekend and they’ve been in a euphoria ever since.

sunday night will and i decided it might actually be cool enough outside to tackle the “weed bed” out back.  it was supposed to be a plant bed full of hostas and other assorted bushes that lined our back screened in porch, but recently with everything going on it has been rather neglected.  with weather in the 100’s all weekend we figured 7pm was time enough for a cool down.  we worked to get all of the weeds pulled and then will sprayed for any that contemplated returning.  while he was spraying for weeds, i ran and got the hose and decided he should be sprayed down.  we ended up spraying each other like we were 6 years old.  i really am considering buying a sprinkler.  do you think someone would call the authorities for two people in their thirties running through the sprinkler?

we’ve been so excited about the success of our orchid plant.  this lovely beauty has been in our care for over 60 days now and is really doing amazingly well!  i scheduled a photo shoot with it on sunday afternoon and made sure to snap some photos so everyone could see how gorgeous this little guy is!

two weekends have come and (almost) gone since we’ve last posted an update.  a lot of people have asked us if blogging is “less important” or if we are too busy to blog lately.  really its some of the busyness that is an issue, but also its a lack of things to blog about.  sometimes its hard for us to imagine that our lives are all that important to read about, especially when there is no drama going on.

will’s been doing a lot better recently.  we submitted paperwork for second opinions and are waiting to hear back, but we still just hope and pray that by the time we get said appointment there will be nothing to discuss.  i strongly feel that things are moving in the right direction, and that his healing is improving on a daily basis.  i know it is frustrating for him when he gets headaches, still has a lack of energy, or gets tired easily, but look how far we’ve come in 54 days.  its really miraculous if you stop and think about it.  i just know that in almost another 54 days he will probably look back and not believe this road he’s traveled down. 

so what have we been up to?  well, aside from work and the mundane we’ve been able to get will back into the saddle of trying out new restaurants for yelp and we even were invited to a complimentary dinner for two at a brand new restaurant in wake forest.  since the chef that owns the restaurant is one of our favorites from chapel hill and durham, we were honored to try out this new restaurant “girasole trattoria” on its opening night last saturday.  wednesday presented us with a terrible thunderstorm, which will was caught out in.  the doggies shivered their timbers under my desk while we waited for daddy to get back from his hair cut appointment.  luckily we all survived the storm and were thankful for the rain to water the plants.  last night will said he was eager for some sushi after a long afternoon in the heat at the farmer’s market, so we checked out a place he’d heard good things about and had a great sushi dinner.  it was great to reconnect with some friends at church this morning and share a meal over a pot luck luncheon.  once we got back home we got back into chores and checked out the new house being built in the lot behind ours.  its kind of neat to see a house mid-construction to know what’s under all of the drywall and wood.  i also checked their vantage points to see what they could see of our house from the windows they have that face our lot.  luckily one is in a garage and the other is in an unfinished room, so we’re still safe to eat breakfast in our pajamas on saturday mornings.

the thing that has happened recently that was the most shocking to me happened last tuesday.  the entire day came and went and it was not until around 10pm when i asked will how his “bump” was doing.  i was shocked that i had gone the entire day without it  being the “hot” topic.  however, it was quite comforting and reassuring that slowly but surely we are getting our lives back, and that this “bump” in the road is not going to steer us off course in prep of bigger things to come for 2011.

pluggin’ along. 

we’ve been hanging in there this past week.  amelia and iliana got in a huge spat last thursday and it all ended with amelia ripping out one of her claws.  ouch!  i rushed her to the vet, but they determined the claw was completely ripped out, so they flushed the wound, gave her some strong antibiotics, some pain pills, wrapped her up in a cast, and sent her home.  two hours later we were back in action.  iliana missed her the entire time she was gone.  will said she was freaking out while we were gone, but its so strange that they fight with each other when they are together.  just like real sisters – i reckon.

we’ve finally gotten back into the groove of cooking our own meals and eating things that are on my low carb diet.  sunday i baked a ham and then used the ham bone to make a large vat of granny style green beans.  granny could have offered me brownies or green beans, and i would have always gone for the beans.  nothing like granny’s green beans!  i tried to make them about 4 months ago, but did not do a very good job.  this version cooked with the ham bone for about 8 hours on monday and they turned out perfectly granny style!

doing all of the yard work myself is no fun.  sometimes its good to just have some company when you are up to your neck in weeds.  but i put on my big girl panties and fixed one of the plant beds by the drive way this weekend.  the other one is calling my name tonight, before the heat wave comes back!  hopefully now i can just maintain this mess with tons of chemical warfare.  i hate to use chemicals, but sometimes you really just have to.

the bump comes and goes, and lately its more gone than here – so we hope we are moving in the right direction.  with everyone’s prayers and focusing on the miraculous disappearance of the crazy old thing, we hope we can kick it without any further surgery!  keep on praying!

Sooooo such a confusing time.  My neurosurgeon says (via my PCP) that nothing will help the CSF leak and I must have surgery to repair it.  However my MIL’s DO says there is a 50/50 chance it will heal itself.  Google says that depending upon the circumstances most CSF leaks resolve themselves.  Hopefully my chances of not having to have another surgery are improving.  I would hate more than anything to have to go through that again simply because it would feel like the first surgery was a waste of time.  After all that we have been through I am not ready to do that again very soon.  I have also been very nervous the past few days since my neurosurgeon told me (again through my PCP) that there is no real danger associated with waiting and seeing what happens but that there is a risk that my symptoms could come back.  I think he jinxed me because for several days after that my neck has been very stiff and sore in the right neck muscle.  It has even limited my mobility looking to the right a bit so I was worried that they were indeed coming back.  But this morning I noted that the soreness was still here but not as bad and the stiffness is gone.  Also the lump has been gone for the majority of the day and when it was here it was much smaller than usual.  I am trying to stay positive and hoping this means the healing is coming along slowly and we are on the right track.

So I am back in good spirits after reading some of the stories at:

http://www.pressenter.com/~chip/success.htm

There are several success stories where people say that they had CSF leaks after the surgery and they healed after several months.  I have hope again!

will and lori are like two peas in a pod when it comes to their love affair with crab legs.  i think if both of them had to select one food item to be their last meal, they would very likely both choose crab legs as their option.  a few years ago we all went to myrtle beach and granny took us all out to an all you can eat seafood buffet.  lori and will battled it out to see who could consume the most crab legs.  i have to admit it was really a tie, but after hours of sitting with them the rest of us got tired and forced them to call off the battle.

will’s mom got him some king crab legs when she was in town.  this week we decided to thaw them out and cook them on the grill.  (we have a rule that you do not cook or store cooked crablegs in our home’s fridge – long story that dates back to 2004.)  the grilled crab legs turned out pretty good on the grill and will enjoyed cracking and dipping them in butter for his dinner.  we attempted to roast some corn on the grill as well, but we’ve both determined that either this was a bad batch, or corn is not yet ready for the pickin’ just yet.

also included are photos of will’s scar healing progress and his humpty bumpty lumpty lump from day 35.

So just got the call back from my PCP.  She spoke with the PA (and neurosurgeon via the PA).  At this point the neurosurgeon believes doing a head wrap would be pointless.  He told the doctor that I need surgery to repair the CSF leak.  Wonderful.  She specifically asked if there was any danger in waiting to see what happens (such as risk of infection, etc.).  He said there is not but he believes this will not be corrected without surgery and the putting it off increases the chances of my symptoms coming back and the headaches returning.  The good news is she said not to worry about the spinal tap because the results are normal for post-op patients. Sooooo she is giving me the referal to UNC to get a second opinion but based on her conversation with the neurosurgeon’s office it appears there is no alternative to surgery at this point because they have tried what they could and it didn’t work.  What a bummer!

So life has been hectic since my last post so put on your seat belt and hold on.

Spinal Tap

The bump on the back of my head was still alive and kicking at my follow up with the neurosurgeon.  The PA had previously told us that I had a CSF leak and it would need surgery to repair it.  So I was surprised when we arrived at the follow up and the neurosurgeon said there were things we could try to repair the leak without mentioning surgery.  I enthusiastically replied that I was willing to try anything if it prevented us from having surgery.  Unfortunately that something involved a spinal tap of which I was terrified based on the horror stories I had heard.  The theory was that he was going to do a spinal tap and draw some CSF off.  This would create low pressure which would cause the bump to go away.  Then my head would be wrapped tightly for two days allowing scar tissue to form which would seal the leak.  Well, after getting into a nice uncomforable position that required help for me to hold, the digging began.  After what seemed like forever and several failed attempts he gave up saying he didn’t want to torture me (too late).  He signed me up to come back the following day to have it done again with radiology with the hope that things would go more smoothly since they would be able to see what they were doing.  So the next day we get there and get the party started.  Let me tell you it is not a good feeling when the radiologist says “I have pulled 20 ccs many times.  I think I have even pulled 25 ccs a couple of times.  I don’t think I have ever pulled 30 ccs, that’s a lot.”  Then they go to town and it is the same situation all over again.  Lots of agony and no love.  Then they conclude there must be some sort of blockage that they can’t see and decide to go lower and try L3-L4 instead.  They must have decided to dose me up good so they can go for it because they shot some more Lidocaine in there before trying and it didn’t just burn, felt like my back is on fire.  It was totally worth it though because they hit the spot immediately like magic and I didn’t feel a thing.  I was even leaning up joking with the radiologists and a trainee they were instructing.  Apparently they struck gold because the radiologist exclaimed that I had high pressure and he could now understand why they ordered 30 ccs be drawn.  I overheard him telling the trainee that the CSF should be clear and was a little bit yellow and that they send it off to the lab for testing as a standard practice.  After asking about it he assured me that they would call if anything was wrong.  They wheeled me off to recovery to lie still on my back and be monitored for several hours.  I thought I recognized the song playing in the background and asked the nurse what radio station was playing.  She told me it was K-Love and we had a long conversation about our favorite Christian music and artists.  Then with several instructions about laying down flat, then elevating, etc. I was pushed out in a wheelchair and released into the wild.

Head Wrap

So I got to play partial mummy for several days to try and get rid of my bump and seal the leak.  Everybody kept saying it would be uncomfortable and may cause headaches but it really wasn’t bad.  I might start wearing it all the time as a fashion statement and start a new trend.  Except I won’t tuck the tips of my ears underneath the wrap because that is frustrating as nobody’s business.  Unfortunately my bump is infatuated and totally in love with me because when we pulled the wrap off it was there waiting to say hello.  Epic fail!

No More Drugs

At first I felt like I was not doing so well because I was still taking the narcotics and muscle relaxers for pain at 4 weeks out.  After my follow up I felt much better when the doctor told me that people took the medicine for an average of 4 – 6 weeks.  However, I had already severely scaled back by only taking half of my usual dose three times a day (instead of around the clock every 6 hours).  A couple of days later I completely stopped taking the narcotics but kept taking the muscle relaxer.  A couple days after that I stopped the muscle relaxer and haven’t looked back.  I now just take motrin whenever the headaches come and that seems to work.

Stupid Headaches

The headaches have come back 2 times but thankfully they are nothing like they used to be.  Instead they are more like pressure with a dull ache in the background.  They throbbed a couple of times but oddly it was behind my left ear rather than my temples like it has been.  To be honest each time it was probably my fault for pushing myself to hard because I still get winded very easily and am not used to doing too much physical stuff.  I am also still under restrictions and am not allowed to lift more than 10 pounds until the bump goes away (like that will ever happen).  I killed the headaches with 4 ibuprofin.

A Real Date

Finally finally finally a real date. I got to leave the house for real for the first time for a non medical or errand related reason.  We investigated the Dos Taquitos off Creedmor Road and were very pleased to find it was not like the one in Raleigh.  The theme was the same but it was a full sit down restaurant and bar.  They give you a stuffed animal or similar item and record the number in your party.  It is quite amusing hearing them call “4 baboons” or “2 Obama bobble heads” to seat people.  Once they called 2 dolphins it was our turn and we immediately secured some cheese dip (with Jalapenos) and started hitting the margaritas.  This was the best mexican food I have ever had.  I have a new regular place.  We both went home happy and lucky because the storm of the century hit right after we walked in the door.

Back to Work

I got the go ahead from the doctor to return to work last Thursday.  My work has been gracious enough to allow me to ease back in by working from home for a couple of weeks with a flexible schedule to allow me to take breaks if I start to overdo it.  This was a very good thing because I started work with only a few hours of leave left.  If I had to stay out longer I would have to solicit for leave (which would take a while do to the various approval and solicitation processes), go on short term disability which cuts my pay in half, or go on leave without pay.  None of these options is particularly appealing.  I am not very interested in cutting my pay when we have even more medical bills rolling in (just got several more yesterday).

CSF Study Results

Last night I got the results of the CSF study.  Now of course I can’t interpret what all this stuff means but I can see what is abnormal and what is not compared to the references they provide.  So imagine my surprise when it says the reference protein is 15 – 50 and mine was 258!  My glucose was also low and red blood cells were present among other things.  I started googling and of course all kinds of catastrophic potential problems came up.  The outcome I am looking for is “traumatic tap”.  I would certainly consider what I had done traumatic.  Luckily I had a doctor’s appointment scheduled for today so I wouldn’t have to wait too long to get some answers.

Doctor’s Appointment

So I bombarded my doctor with tons of questions.  First thing I found out was she was not comfortable with doing the head wrap again so that is out (for now). I also learned that the CSF study was most likely traumatic tap.  Exactly what I was hoping to hear.  She also told me she would refer me to UNC and that I should get some good information that way.  Hopefully they have a bump blaster.  I told her my biggest concern with having another surgery with the same doctor is that one of the risks of another surgery is creating a CSF leak.  Now operations to repair a CSF leak with the risk of creating a new CSF leak … hmmmmm.  Not so sure that is a good idea unless you can tell me what you plan to do differently this time than the last operation that resulted in a leak.  Adri has also read about John Hopkins using some type of glue or sealant when they put the dural patch in place to prevent leaks so she would like to go talk to them if I am told I have to have another surgery.  I certainly am not looking forward to that but I am looking even less forward to going through this whole recovery experience again.  However, I am staying positive and assuming it will not come to this.  We also got confirmation from the doctor that it is more of an annoyance than anything else and as long as there is no infection or related complications we can just watch it and see if it will slowly heal over time.

Lottery Time

So we figured that with the luck we have been having (having surgery, complications, etc where the odds are less than 1 – 2% of the population) that we should play the lottery.  We got 5 tickets absolutely confident that we were so lucky we had already won the $220 million powerball jackpot.  Unbelievably it didn’t work out (see the post above about going back to work).

Well that’s all I got for now. Peace out.  I’m going to watch Toddlers & Tiaras and Wipeout!